Feeling depressed after not being able to complete the full 4 days of my PC Show. Dont understand why employers would mind i juz being late if i am reallie trying my best to work....or perhaps not, cos i might be too engrossed in getting the heart of a gal working together of same age...kind of lame issit but dont reallie have the time to think wad i was doing till the tiring nite of the third day at work...

Dont reallie noe wad touches me but for the first time, i feel tat maybe i might wanna have a change of attitude and behaviour outside...: to never speak uncomfortable words and be more friendly in a rightful manner, let people feel secure when with me..!


O levels might have juz ended but i am not satisfied with wad i have now. I would like to persue for more challenges such as the " Young entrepreneur awards " ; mainly to improve my choices in my future working experience.

After entering the working lifestyle, have finally understand tat gals are not as essential as it seems in my Secondary school days, maybe there are many other steps in life tat i have to get to inorder for me to feel qualified to face the mirror and have a real look at myself.

I have been dreaming of the same thing over and over again these few months " Will i be able to crave out a career for myself in the future" , i have seen so many more talented people than me, haiz; stressed..!

Hope tat things would go smoothly for me in the future..!